my trip

I clung to the armrests of the airplane seat as it gained enough speed and finally lifted off. This was not a trip I wanted to take, but I had to. I owed it to her. I slid back until I found a comfortable position and drifted off. I stared into space and I found myself lost deep inside my complex web of thoughts. There were no words to be spoken and there were none …

…share with them. If I got anything out of my deep and painful loss, it is definitely a broader view of life. My eyes are opened a little bit wider and thanks to grandma I am able to see things clearly. I will always be filled with the desire to be by her side again, but not even heaven is far enough away to keep us apart. She will always live on inside my heart.