12 minutes first person view

I was there at school, waiting for her to tell her the truth about how I felt about her. It felt like it was forever, but it was only 5 minutes. She came out of her class like a bee waiting to get out of the beehive, but 5 minutes before she came out, I thought for about a couple minutes thinking back when I first had a real conversation with her other than in Algebra II …

…felt so depressed and disoriented...I didn't know what to do. In 12 minutes all I felt was excitement, happiness then nervousness, hopefulness and finally felt sad, bleak, depressed, despaired and rejected.I had tried my best, but my best wasn't good enough. I was heart-broken. All that I received was an awesome friendship, but I was aiming for a relationship but It didn't happen. Those 12 minutes were the most dreadful memories I had this year.