He has the heartless eyes of one who is loved exceedingly

I don't think that someone might ever be loved excessively. Everyone should be loved beyond measure. Love becomes excessive when it isn't shared; every gesture towards the one who doesn't love becomes embarrassing. There's no fault in the fact that you don't love; and there's no merit in the fact that you love, as well: the love you have for someone (if it's real) should be your own reward. It's your own liability to raise …

…just put down! You might say I've written about a chemical reaction, and not about a state of spirit. I should have been romantic and not inquisitive, shouldn't I? Actually, all I want is some warmth. Has ever been there more than this? Mind, spirit and heart get tired, senses atrophy, hope diminishes, trust becomes suspicious (annulling itself)... so what is there left... perhaps some warmth, shared cautiously and gratefully accepted to a certain extent.