I am Strange a Ghost Just Me

I am the king of the anthill. Run with me and you are free. Leave and your mind will perish. Compete and I shall give thanks. For you are a wise man too. Strange it may seem. That I am yours, And you are mine. A gift under the Christmas tree. There is a place in the vast unknown. Where all are well and free. When will we be? Today? Tomorrow? Yesterday? Soon is my …

…an ancient secret. We are all connected, From the Earth. You are my sister and my wife. You are my worst enemy tonight. When you're gone. Here I'll be. Waiting Wondering When we shall meet Again. A ghost hides in my soul. Making me do what I don't want to. But I can't bullshit you. It is untrue. I control me. Right here. Right now. And for he who judges me. No excuses. Just me.