"Internal Hatred" - a short story about racism.

Just another brilliant specter of life one could say but I fucking hated it. Growing up in Long Island as a Jew was an interesting concept and any average Jew would be proud of that but I wasn't. Sure, I practiced the Jewish Doctrine and actually became quite educated in underminding my instructor as I was only 13 and still a so called apprentice in the game, so to speak. My name is Danny Balint recently …

…class warfare, irrational urges and relativity. Into a world that the very existence of matter and meaning is in question. Why? Because it's the deepest impulse of a Jewish soul to pull at the very fabric of life till there's nothing left but a thread. They want nothing but nothingness, nothingness without end. Rick: Wow, this is great. You're incredibly articulate. But one thing, how can you believe all this when you're a Jew yourself?