My Life

My Life All the hateful words, All the cruel things I hear, The more I cry, the more I weep, The more I shed the tears. You don't know what I'm going through, You don't feel what I feel. It may seem a childish game, But my pain is real. Your attempts to tame my twisted soul Have failed again and again. You can't change me though you try, When all you bring is pain. …

…As to how I feel inside? Hasn't anyone ever hurt you so, Your emotions just run dry? Haven't you ever cried so hard, There were no tears left to cry? There's an emptiness inside of me I cannot seem to fill. To just hang on, to just survive Takes all my strength and will. My will begins to weaken, My strength begins to fade. Suddenly my mind is clear As I reach for the blade.