"Never Forget"- about loved one that dies

"Never Forget" It was an uneventful evening normal Sunday at church, something I'm forced to do. A Sunday morning, meant to sleep in from yesterdays party. I'm dreading the class, if it where the afternoon but it's quite early in the morning. The building is getting remodeled so we are at the entrance hallway. Just like anywhere, as soon as the door opens heads turn one, two, three, four and five bodies enter. Eyes are …

…last time I saw him. I though to myself that if I would have called him or still kept in touch it would it have changed anything? How, why and how could he...is all I though, I was being selfish. What are his parents thinking, how are they handling it? What should I do? He was my first love, someone I cried for many days after I heard the news and sometimes even now...