Poem: thoughts of you

i've been troubled recently, with thoughts of not having you i've been thinking recently, of thoughts of not seeing you i've been crying recently, of thoughts of loving you my will has changed with the waning of the moon, as my heart he changed over the waning of my soul... for you i forgive and i obey, never leave me or i die thinking, dreaming, desiring for you to come back and love me... ...as …

…my soul will come searching clinging to thoughts of you i can't trust myself, and i can't trust me my whole being longs for thee... ...forever stopping never... i care, i care for thee i die, i die for thee i lie, i lie for thee i cry, i cry for thee i love, i love for thee ... i am yours forever unto the edge of never... ... falling bare, only to the pits of forever...