The Big "What If" that Stalks us all.................

Next person. Why can't I extract what the next person gets from life? The next person gets to be loved, deservedly so The next person's problems are solved in flow The next person can see what is right and wrong Consequently making the right decisions Does that make me the last person? Because I can't keep a realistic grip on love My problems take over my life, swallowing me whole I can't begin to understand …

…To be at ease, and feel safe To be loved and let it be, yes it's true, he loves me! To have and to hold, no fear of loosing To be Getting and reach for It seems I only Struggle and strive for To know that the fight can be won Oh it's been another days struggle Before I know it was years of muddle And all it takes is to be; The Next Person!