grace

I need to talk to someone. dad left.. he left a fax.. i can't believe this.. he gave me money this morning. i knew something was wrong. i had a feeling he'd leave. i just knew it, in my head you know. sixth sense or something. I'm so... sad i guess. I feel like it's my fault. We were so low to him. maybe i feel worse about this thing because i kind of know …

…m i gonna do. why can't i talk to anyone. i told my friends about everything. it help a bit... but i really need to talk to SoMEONE. a someone who i'm really tight with. i don't have anyone like that, julie and me used to be like thiat... what can you do. a have to think... i am here, but i need to make sense of everything, and it's easier in my head. grace.